How to Feel

Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one When the stress was post traumatic I did my best to cope They said they'd let me hang myself And they tossed me a rope Like how you trying to break something already broke And it was close With no faith there's no hope But when that pain run deep Make you stronger than you think Gotta pull yourself together If your armor got a kink They'd rather bury you than carry you There's barely a very few That care enough to even offer to take care of you And the truth is My truth is Cooler than your lies If you ain't never seen pain Take a look into my eyes Nothing to gain but a strain from the stride How you gone miss When you aiming at the sky I feel like I deserve this And my life ain't picture perfect But if I'm gone do this Then I gotta make it worth it If you ain't never seen me Then I'm happy that you heard this Prolly feeling still as numb as my nerves is Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one What happened to us never letting go You so far away Now you got a new home And I'm still here Right here all alone Tried to move on Its going so slow What hurts the worst Is your better off and I know So people wonder now why my hearts so cold But losing you was like a part of my soul Still waiting on a way To some day feel whole I know Thats stupid shit Cupid shit Balling like I hoop and shit Been numb for so long by now I should be used to it right Or at least thats what they tell me But I don't know man So why don't you tell me Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one To earn this wisdom Had to learn it all the hard way Sex money and drugs 808's and heartbreaks Got me asking How much can a human heart take Either too dumb or too smart to play it safe So every night thanking God for amazing grace And hoping one day that I can finish this race But I had to slow it down from a sprinter pace To get my act together Before I hopped up on the center stage And Grip the grain going 100 down the interstate And these long nights got me thinking about the simpler days Man like how it used to be Cuz these days they acting like they used to me Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one Tell me how to feel when my feelings gone numb Feeling so smart but be acting so dumb And it seem like when they see me everybody wanna run All the ladies love me and I only lost one