Fucked Up

I'm numb to it by now I've gone through this already Ain't you done with this now I told you this shit already You can't tell me what I know Lying through your teeth You hoped your colors wouldn't show I guess you needed that bleach Baby, I fucked up cause we fucked up I wish we never did this I'm fasho that we done for All of this was some bullshit I'm I'm done playing these games With you Why can't you just be real with me? Why does this have to happen to me? We could've been something real And we could've healed Used my time and company Did you really love me love me We could've been something real And we could've healed Used my time & company Did you really love me love me Did you really love me love me And you say I'm fucked up F*ck me You fucked up F*ck you Did you really love me love me How could you say you love me love me And turn around and hurt me hurt me And turn around and hurt me hurt me I saw you at your worse Still thought you were the best You saw me at my worse And you were less impressed Are you satisfied I'm terrified I was vulnerable and I confided in you How could I How could I Lose control Why can't you just be real with me? How could I lose control Why does this have to happen to me? How could I lose control Lose control Lose control Lose control Lose control Ooh How could I Lose control