Losing It

After the recording starts Cause it's weird when you have like a whole 30 seconds of fucking silence And it's like Am I breathing right Can you hear me breathing Imma leave that shit in there too It feels like I'm losing it It feels like I'm losing myself Myself Myself On this journey called life Called life Called life Called life This overwhelming feeling I'm losing all control This shit has got me reeling Its like I'm in a hole And I just can not seem to find my way out Stuck in a dream with my head on the ground I'm under water I'm starting to drown All I want is to be up in the clouds Trying harder to Not think about the pain I'm tired of keeping cool Yeah I'm trynna keep my sane but It feels like I'm losing it It feels like I'm losing myself Myself Myself On this journey called life Called life Called life Called life My intuition Is driving my inhibitions You see I'm ambitious I gotta vision A premonition in me I keep pushing myself in this mission I can't seem to make a decision I got my message across I been feeling lost In this thing called life Are you doing this for a purpose Or just out of spite I can't get it right I search and I drift every night I'm reaching for thin air Trying to get there I ended up with nothing yeah I couldn't feel it coming yeah I thought I sold my soul I wanted to feel whole Why do I feel alone Just take me back home Now that I'm here I know Why it feels like I'm losing it My soul got me screaming It wants a way out But it feels like I'm losing it It feels like I'm losing myself Myself You'll feel em You're still trying to figure out the basic lyrics I need you to stay there Because once you feel the lyrics The adlibs will come to you after Don't spend a lot of time trying to force stuff to come out That ain't ready to come out Ya feel me