I'm Good

Woke up from my bed And I been slumbering lately And I ain't even tired I mean it Just coping with reality By slipping into dreams And chasing them like I am meek mill My life been at a stand still And yet still I'm spilling word vomit To make room inside my stomach When it knots With all this bull shit Ra Ra quotes That I been feeding me Saltier than Campbell's Alphabet soup Ouu Guzzle down my pride Put a muzzle on my jealousy Learn a couple things With this constant meditation like Heaven-sent shortcuts Really just devil speak in this life And I swear on my life That if nothing is left I got me on my side Like and AR-15 I spit 16's instead And I'm lead to believe Black trauma ammunition when you rapping So I take another nap And I just act like nothing happened I swear its nothing I drink it away and Im waiting for something To take all this pain I'm feeling exhausted Drained Im looking for ways Out of my labyrinth Swear Im good I swear Im good I swear Im good I swear Im Dealing with myself only way I know Hide it from the people that I keep real close And then put it in a song cover up with a metaphor Facade falling down like its London bridge Disaster turn to Childs play and have you singing along This that karaoke from the soul and I ain't seeking sympathy Simply put emotions into simple terms for simpletons Who give up dividends for the problem I been giving them (Ouuu) Like its simple math Subtract the heavy chest and add the money back Cash ain't the solution But my mind filled with pollution So recycle all the logic that I heard when I was young Gimme green gimme cheese gimme assets Rather cry with a Franklin in my balance Gimme green gimme cheese gimme assets Rather cry with a Franklin in my balance nigga I swear its nothing I drink it away and Im waiting for something To take all this pain I'm feeling exhausted Drained Im looking for ways Out of my labyrinth Swear Im good I swear Im good I swear Im good I swear Im You always wanna talk all that shit Like I never tell you anything And then I I do and then you just Oh I don't know what to do So what's the point I swear Its like you just You just wanna be there for no reason Like get the f*ck outta my way my nigga I swear to God Keep myself busy perfect way to dodge the trauma Like the way I dodge my momma Since I never really text her Or the the friends I met in college When they ask to hit a party Drink the liquor 'til Im starving But I'm caught up in this room In my feelings like im Marvin This a game of self awareness and I know I never drown 'Cause they throw me in the water Now they peep that Im the Lochness 'Cause they tryna lock the doors Figure out that I'm a locksmith I'm tryna get rid of myself Like I'm Will Smith Inside of Gemini A gem in everything I've written But at what cost All my loved ones say that there's love lost Because I never open up Or always put it to the side Like I ask for ride or dies When my life a kawazaki And I'm cooked like it hibachi But the progress keep on coming Since Mr. Cisum AR IMP I must prevail nigga