Meditation 1

Inhale Deep Before a bar like I'm Tanjiro This total concentration what I need Keep me calm like the Dead Sea A dead beat son choosing to kill beats Katana Sharp Tongue Cutting deeper than the harakiri Seppuku to niggas who think that they knew me Let the failure pile up We call it kintsugi Scatter-brained and I'm gluing this sanity back together With this liquid gold saliva when I swallow boiling pride But Pawn Shops never giving dollars for these cracks So if I'm pushing weight It's cause I couldn't wait for money back And now it's back to back nights With my back against the wall But I'm still standing Like a tower over people And they think they got me Shook, overlooked, underestimated I never feel that I be water call me Bruce Lee With this stream of consciousness I'm searching for some clarity But all in my vicinity A bunch of people spilling tea While asking me to pour some water in them That's why I'm letting you drown Speaking English but they treat it like its idioms These idiots is seeking for crowns From previous kings, who six feet down For many reasons I just breathe Get the stress off Maneuver through the chaos And carving holy scripture from the depths of my esophagus A gust of wind from tartarus They think they St. Augustine When they really just the offering I'm thanking God for rarely picking up my prayers anymore Used to ask so often Now I'm used to taking everything I'm owed Even though nothing really ours From the Genesis A Sagittarius looking For a nemesis And find it in his own lawn Sipping on forbidden fruit juice until his soul gone So let this be a seance for AR The one I had to bury just to keep my folks proud And I know now That manifesting ain't shit Until you go and get it This that Capricorn rising talking Stars aligning and mercury ain't stopping me From spewing all this truth inside your ears I put the costar down Exhale I turn to Stream This a form of meditation for you and me (Yeh) This a form of meditation for you and me This a form of mediation For you and me