Akira

Turbulent surroundings Got me curving my thoughts about morality What I thought to be the right reaction may not be the case I guess I couldn't eat my cake and have it I can't stand it My inhibitions caught me red-handed Every epiphany caused more damage Contradicting my own habits More and more questions keep filling my soul's bracket How can I cope when my environment's soul-snatching? More ratchet decisions being made on a day-to-day basis If someone I know fucks up, it's hard to say shit But there's nothing worse than complacence And I know where you're coming from Kinda-kinda numb to the tune you've been strumming on Turned a blind eye and the fears keep strutting on I try to keep humming on But I know there's something wrong Scared if I confront it, I'll become it So I rummage through alternatives Forgetting who the perpetrator is Is it me or you? Are you feeling true to yourself? Or are you something else entirely By sitting back idly As things go wrong Sing your song, all day long Till you feel strong to defuse that bomb It might be long gone by then Or it might grow 10 sizes bigger Them lies grow thinner That guilt grow quicker Eating you for dinner Every other night Barely any food but took a lot of bites Out of me Blurry vision like it's allergy season Might party on the weekend And regret it when the weekday comes around (When the weekday comes around) Every choice I make just sets me back Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Had a bit of fun but now I don't know how to act Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Broke my moral compass, and I couldn't find a map Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Every choice I make just sets me back Losing my groove, I can't make the right move Losing my groove, I can't make the right move