Dream House Interlude

And last December, I contemplated death every week And I can see it so clear Building my dream house from the ground up, it's so near And I can see it so clear Building my dream house from the ground up, it's so near I've had a lot to think about during this time Entered every single crevice of my mind Couldn't imagine what I'd find Had to face demons that I tried to hide away from The more that you run, the bigger that they become Self-hatred was a byproduct of the constant self-reflection And the endless introspection was a void I shouldn't have stepped in Too much time inside these walls and those within it Had to step back, and give myself a minute I had to create my own space so bad And I had to grow up way too fast I came face-to-face with facts Thinking bout my dad more often Visions of that coffin, exhausting It's a lot of people I ain't seen a while It's a lot of times I kept faking a smile And last December, I contemplated death every week And I can see it so clear Building my dream house from the ground up, it's so near And I can see it so clear Building my dream house from the ground up, it's so near