May 2nd / The Most

Might last a day Mine is forever Might last a day Mine is forever You told me you loved me before I had the strength to say it first I held your hand and that just made it worse Meeting you was a blessing and a curse We can't reverse Without you, my bed's turned to a hearse My skin is burning Without you here to hold me And put out all my flames And let me do the same I got a rash inside my brain And I can't scratch the itch The first time we kissed was like a movie scene And the second time we kissed I knew what this was gonna be And the last time we kissed felt like a movie scene And when you got inside that car I knew how painful this would be My sheets don't smell like you anymore You're the one I was waiting for You said you peaked with me And every time you speak to me I can tell you're still needing me And I'm afraid of you leaving me And I'm afraid of you seeing me move on My skin is burning Without you here to hold me And put out all my flames And let me do the same I got a rash inside my brain And I can't scratch the itch When you look at me like that I just don't know what to do You're holding rivers in your eyes And so my eyes swell up too You say you'll never find somebody better I say you will You roll your eyes and change the topic But I can read how you feel You love me so much that sometimes it's overwhelming And you miss me so much I can tell it's overwhelming I feel really really bad for your next man Cause no matter what he does I know that he'll just be underwhelming I hate you not being here More than I hate myself My therapist told me to tell you how I felt I saw your face melt when I broke the news I should've never told the truth One thing we have in common We both wear our cape like it's a noose Don't try to save me, save yourself first You don't need to repay me, I already made my debt worse Don't try to save me, save yourself first You don't need to repay me, I already made my debt worse My skin is burning Without you here to hold me And put out all my flames And let me do the same I got a rash inside my brain And I can't scratch the itch My skin is burning Without you here to hold me And put out all my flames And let me do the same I got a rash inside my brain And I can't scratch the itch My heart and soul My body and mind My pain and fear My love and pride I bear it all In front of you I share it all It's all for you Not just a little I want all of you You lift me up I fall for you I blow a kiss It doesn't reach you It does exist I tried to teach you I reminisce And fall asleep to The words you said Why do I still need you? The sacrifice I made The look that you gave The tears that we shed My demons that you slayed And all the times I bled For things I couldn't change A love we couldn't save Don't let it be in vain What do we do with this now What do we do with this now What do we do with this You're the one I wanted the most What do we do with this now What do we do with this You're the one I wanted the most What do we do with this now What do we do with this now You're the one I wanted the most So what do I do with this