Missing Limbs

A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give Dean Winchester, I done been to hell and back Broken all my bones in half Doctor's like "how you do that?" If a friend hang up on me, I know they never calling back That's why I stay on the line for as long as I can have Every person that I ever lost Was probably always better off You swerved my texts like 6 times, damn I guess I better stop Eggshells all around my mom Don't wanna set her off Bombshells all inside my mind Don't wanna set them off A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give Panic mode, panic mode Think I'm stuck in panic mode Know that what you said was not for real But I can't let it go If you told me you were hurting still I could've helped you grow You should've let me know You didn't have to let me go If you call me while intoxicated, I will hang up If you want me to do better Trust me, I will change up Please be gentle with my heart cause it's already banged up When I left home, I was emotionally bankrupt A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give A lotta friends I lost That's a lot of missing limbs A lot of punctured organs And a lot of broken ribs Struggling to move the same Struggling to live Rupturing the same heart I'm fumbling to give