Angel in My Bedroom

There's an angel in my bedroom She keeps me awake Her wings are the memories That won't fly away I can't see anything All I can do is wait I'll wait for forever To see the smile on her face Why should I feel When all I feel is pain? Can't live with the memories That I can't escape And God weren't you listening When I said I could change Did you send me an angel And then take her away? There's an angel in my bedroom That I can't even see If love is blind, it's not as blind as me Every corner I turn Every path that I cross I don't need to see to know I that I'm lost I find my way up this old staircase And dusk is a decision I've already made I'll still hold her close when she's so far away I don't want to wake up anymore screaming her name There's an angel in my bedroom She's just the pain in my chest Every second without her is another regret I'll wake up in heaven through my misery I count the seconds til I fall asleep I'm walking the staircase to the old pearly gates I'm waiting for her voice at the end of my days I want to sleep with the shadows and never wake up I want to be ashes to ashes and dust to dust There's an angel in my bedroom And she's carrying me away Her light casts a shadow that I can't replace I live for the moment And the moment is gone Tonight I'll see the light of every other dawn And why should I feel When all I feel is pain? Can't live with the memories That I can't escape God weren't you listening When I said I could change Did you send me an angel Then take her away?