Visions of Nevermore

I'm wrecked and scattered as I pick up the pieces A dirge played for my former self A noble heart lost to all the conflicts Now reflections are rippling away From myself Is there time To grasp reality No Disbelief Is all I have Lost track of sanity Look what you took and what was left behind I searched long for solace, in turn lost my mind Deception in anguish are set on repeat I battle these demons sustained by deceit Sent away The aspirations of our life Dispersed in faith My visions clouded now by my dissent I wish to follow in your shadow but I must remain I take these steps so one day I can relieve the strain Though we speak I have much that I want to say A silhouette clouds my judgment as you fade away Reject The truth I know I must accept in time Refuse The facts That rot and plague my mind The roots Of grief Now penetrate my soul This loss Of life Has made me lose control Lose Control Made Me Lose Control