Personal Judas

You said you'd make a religion out of me And I am sorry I'm not the person that you wanted me to be And I was so upset that I finally said what I meant Then you claim let's be friends, what a dumb sentiment Oh, you said you'd worship the ground under my feet So, once again is history doomed to repeat? And so I'll try to please, any way that I can Only to catch you in the act with some other man You're my own personal Judas Don't know why that I do this I've made a million excuses Why am I so Goddamned useless? You're my own personal Judas Don't know why that I do this I've made a million excuses Why am I so Goddamned? I ain't your messiah, no, ain't your Muhammed or your Buddha And I don't reckon that I look one Goddamned thing like Jesus should'a Oh, you build me so far up, just to bring me right back down You weave dry thorns and thistles and you gift me a crown Isn't it funny how when I wasn't there Standing right in front of you, you're on some love affair It's ironic how you've lost all of your faith Oh, my friend you've gone and you have lost all of your faith You're my own personal Judas Don't know why that I do this I've made a million excuses Why am I so Goddamned useless? You're my own personal Judas Don't know why that I do this I've made a million excuses Why am I so Goddamned?