Heaven

I'm locked, when I make it big I'ma have these niggas confused and shocked Suckin' on my top, really hatin' on me like, get off cock, nigga, stop (uh) I'm tweaked, I'm goin' through it, I'm weak I don't give a f*ck if I'm leaked Cried several times this week, had no money, nigga, no sleep I hide the pain inside, stay to myself, no one knows I'm down, I don't speak Ain't no one care as I peeped, I ain't even special, nigga, that's deep There's other niggas than me, but I know they don't even know what I've seen What I've seen, these niggas don't know what I've been through How's you sayin' I loved you? I ain't love you, bitch, I was lustful F*ck a couple, I don't love no bitch, I'm trouble Bitch lets tussle, I'm not cocky, nigga, I'm humble I don't give a f*ck bout niggas, I don't give a f*ck bout hoes I don't wanna start this gang shit, that is not the life I chose Why can't this pain let go? Lord, forgive me, but I gotta know Man, f*ck this world, it's cold, if I ever get a gun, bitch, I'ma throw I'ma throw, bitch, on bro, niggas really think I'm happy, I'm pro Y'all niggas all for show, I ain't chasin' bitches no more but the dough Only dough, I'm God's child, I know I don't like to sin, but if I had to kill a nigga, I'll blow I'm broken, I've been fightin' battles and I'm fightin' demons Can I get a break? My heart is frozen She let me heal her, then she left me weaken, Why do I always end up gettin' hurt? I don't feel no pain, I'm dirt, nigga, f*ck distractions ain't worth I've been dreamin' big at birth, I'm locked When I make it big, I'ma have these niggas confused and shocked Suckin' on my top, really hatin' on me like, get off cock, nigga, stop I'm tweaked, I'm goin' through it, I'm weak I don't give a f*ck if I'm leaked, cried several times this week Had no money, nigga, no sleep I had to pay the side, stayed to myself, no one knows I'm down, I don't speak Ain't no one care as I peeped, I ain't even special, nigga, that's deep There's other niggas than me, but I know they don't even know what I've seen (damn)