Black Box

I'm always thinking about you Want to give you a call But I envy your position To be without fault It's been a long fall from the place you and I once called our home And now you speak with daggers Veiled underneath pleasant cloth And I carry that with me But I hang on to hope (You know it's true) It's all for naught seeing as you can't recall my name on your tongue As it was from the start I miss you Ms. Camera The kings of sedona hold a wake for us Can't go back to where we started So I whisper to walls among the sea foam Maybe I've been too guarded Maybe that won't stop until I let go Of what we started You'll stay diamond hearted 'Cause our best parts are on the B-roll Of what you recall And I don't need your pardon I just want to watch you grow And know who you are But that's easy to say 6,000 miles away Along the same road Where we parted I just can't stop thinking About your voice when I'd call you on my way home Even with you so far away I'm hearing your voice at every turn And feel the loss (The ghost is you) (Or maybe just the ghost of you) I just can't stop thinking About your voice when I'd call you on my way home Can't go back to where we started So we'll sit broken hearted On the sea floor And wait out the hurt Guess we could be each other's black box Tossing everything over the wall We could be each other's black box Think the other wants to eat your soul We will be each other's black box Always friendly, never personal We could be each other's black box Think the other wants to eat your soul 'Cause you've become my black box, While I'll become much more like what you wanted