iPad Baby

I'm sick of all this extra August heat I'm sick of feeling like an iPad baby I've been watching too much TV I can't get off of my screens My head is sinking into everything I've hated I'm sick of living in my parents' basement I'm sick of feeling like I can't escape this Everlasting dread that I have for my future Well, f*ck it man, tell me would you rather Put me in a box to die I've been living my whole life inside Crush up all of my bones and send the dust home All the breaths I have left aren't worth my time Grinding nothing of substance Stuck to my seat Beating all of my high scores Now I'm falling asleep I'm on DND baby You're not getting through My brain is decaying I don't want to hear from you I'll never change my ways I'm so comfortable in here But I'm feeling so self conscious And now part of me thinks I've lost it 'Cause I don't want you to see All the shitty things I eat And I don't want you to be So unimpressed with me Sit close up to my screen To block out the bad feelings But I never really thought About what that means