Joyride

Fell into an alternate reality where Things are only slightly askew Oh yeah Lacking control just trying to Survive despite the world seeming Frighteningly new Oh yeah Having visions that sometimes the Things that I imagine are Somewhat real Oh yeah Even mirrors are terribly Misleading when I'm betrayed by How I feel Oh yeah Sometimes days pass by and I Don't know what to do But when I'm trying I bang my Head against the wall and break On Through Going crazy just running into Doppelgängers of all the people I Knew Oh yeah Faces changing and I am working Hard though I don't know what The hell I should do Oh yeah Finding normalcy an impossible Task when time threatens to leave Me behind Oh yeah Feeling awkward but learning to Adapt to a world caught up in Decline Oh yeah Sometimes days pass by and I Don't know what to do But when I'm trying I bang my Head against the wall and break On through Just because the world is insane Don't mean that I'm bored Just because I can't explain won't Mean that I'm unsure Sometimes days pass by and I Don't know what to do But when I'm trying I bang my Head against the wall and break On through Keeping on wandering as if it's The only thing to do Try in vain to make sense of Irrational fears when they all Come true Destroying karma it's all I can do To save me from some Punishment Loving myself at least it's a small Victory before moving on to Bereavement Trying to make some sense of this Really trying to make some sense But maybe I'm just too dense