Automaton

As I wake to find My veins are calcified I step out of my skin Disguised Muscle parts to see new bone Metallic blood seeping through Witness this life's demise All these days It's always the same If I ever change What difference does it make I can't keep doing this same damn thing I'm exhausted but I have to stay awake I lost myself Trying to find A way to escape This pointless life I don't have the words To describe What can I say I'm dying inside Use my mind my fragile eyes Can't see an end If it won't exist Leave me to be This device I've become Machine marred mind Corrode Frozen glass heart Mechanical lungs I've come undone Undone I don't know if I want this Anymore The dream that I had I doubt it exists Can somebody make it stop The thoughts in my head Are wishing for end For my death I lost myself Trying to find A way to escape This pointless life I don't have the words To describe What can I say I'm dying inside I just want to something To free me from this hell I said I'm fucking exhausted But I can't fucking sleep Again and again It breaks my heart I can't begin to quit I don't know where to start I lost myself Trying to find A way to escape This pointless life I don't have the words To describe What can I say I'm dying inside