The Shortest Walk Off The Longest Pier (Eve Edition)

This heart of mine It loves so deep I can't turn that off There's no half measures after I let you in When the intentions were clear That this would be more More than just something physical I haven't feared my well being For the longest time But drowning on this love that I bleed And these thoughts of you Is too much this late at night Or early mourning When I'd do anything to keep you afloat And holding my breath indefinitely Is the only way to stop This heart of mine Beating for two And by two It's mainly you If it wasn't for my circles These family and friends that care I would've left this place already I couldn't do that to them Not when they've been Crushed like that before Maybe it runs in my blood Genetic Hereditary Time heals all wounds But each day it's getting harder For me to use the above as an excuse For much longer They were there for me last time It got this dark And saved me I can't expect them to always Hold my head above the water When I'm like this though This weight I'm carrying Shoulders Chest And conscience It's too much And I'm struggling with the internal battle Of not wanting to be a burden anymore If there are an infinite number Of parallel universes I've come to the conclusion That this weight is amplified By the fact that This is the only universe Where I lost you