When I'm Afraid

I woke up today with my head banging A drum I couldn't seem to keep in time I thought I'd escaped the dread I feel When nothing that I've made seems like it's mine Sometimes I'm amazed At just how ridiculous I look when I'm afraid Take it in Here I am It's no secret how I ended up this way Terrible form when details wore What's left of all the confidence I had I bounce around 'cause the cap and gown Were warnings of impending ego death Sometimes I'm amazed At just how ridiculous I look when I'm afraid Take it in Here I am It's no secret how I ended up this way Will I ever see things the way you do If the demons in my head will never leave? Why can't I just be imperfect now? Believe that pushing forward won't destroy The reasons I have left to be me? Sometimes I'm amazed At just how ridiculous I look when I'm afraid Take it in Here I am It's no secret how I ended up this way It's no secret how I ended up this way It's no secret how I ended up this way It's no secret how I ended up this way