When You Say Its Name

Stuck inside another fast false start and Have to circle back around Right back to the line again (again) Speeding up, and watching in the mirror Seeing every move delayed by observation My hesitation shows I wish just once I could let go Become a part of what I wish I could These days pass but they Couldn't go slower And I just can't wait to get going again To be free To be flowing To be too busy to Waste time thinking about What I've done What I've seen Where we're going to be When the days stop getting longer I want time to pass Without counting the measures Without waiting for answers Without understanding why Options left and right and every Turning lane is wrapped around a wormhole It pulls me in then My hesitation grows The curtains fall Is this over now Is this all I have to offer These days pass But they couldn't go slower And I just can't wait To get going again To be free To be no one To be too busy to waste time thinking about What I've done What I've seen Who I'm going to be When the days stop getting longer To be free To owe nothing To be too busy to waste time thinking about How to have fun To believe That we'll be here to see When the days stop getting longer