Blasphemous

I wake up and feel nothing Ask God why, but there's just silence I sleep after my pills, I'm crying Eyes brighter than the sky Looks into my soul, now I feel opened I scream in my mind, hopeless Torment haunts me hour after hour Now I can't wake up in my true reality Feel so down, but a feeling of strong love keeps me up Running from my past and my sins and the darkness I hope I can find the light very soon I found the light The light is so bright Got rid of my darkness Stand before the presence The love grew stronger And it's my glorified father I love the Altar But where is life Flooded earth of hatred and death Wicked fires and wicked nights Can't trust because betrayal is everywhere But the light has grasped me now I'm alive I've fallen in a deep dark hole Praying to find a life Beyond this blasphemed world I hope I can be saved