Take a Sip, Pt. 2

Hit it! Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Oh just mix my drink Just whatever I don't wanna feel shit That's cocaine and heron Xanax and prozac SSRI's Prescribe it I take that Uppers and downers They all do the same Escaping this world Escape all the pain You think this is cool til someone has died Screaming "too soon" Asking God why Now I rather grab the blade Make sure its a ten Aiming for the arm Proximal to the head A vertical incision Medial on the humerus Deep lac to the epicondyle Brachial is bleeding and then It doesnt stop there Dont forget about the note It doesnt stop there Don't forget the funeral I see my little girl Coming to my tombstone Wondering why her daddy Decided to kill himself Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Just just Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Wanna feel high like novacane Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Just just Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Wanna feel high like aeroplanes I rather be drunk I rather be lit I rather be dead Then feel this shit Cause one day I'm hype Another I'm down And sometimes I'm sideways Till I hit the ground This shit's no joke Just cause I'm smilin' Laughing it off Low-key feels like I'm dying And slowly Just wondering how it'll goes Dead by bullets Or overdose Who knows ? Cause some days I feel like shit Writing suicides in the form of music Don't do it! I already convince myself When I finish this Not to pull the trigger Cause it'll be what? kinda stupid? Thats what they preach all the time Life is valuable it'll be waste if I die Well value is perception and what I been perceiving Ill be a lot less stressed If I wasn't breathing (Living) Hit it! Hit it! Hit it! Hit it! Hit it! Hit it! Hit it! Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Just just Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Wanna feel high like novacane Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Just just Oh just numb my pain Oh just numb my pain Wanna feel high like aeroplanes