Isolation

You think that Im choosing to lie Truth in that I can’t deny it I’m trying to better myself Trying to better the climate You think I’m wanting to die Truth is that I can’t explain it I’m trying to learn for myself Trying to better my timing Trying to better my timing Alright Yeah Everything that I thought I had known Going away and I’m back on my own Thinking I’m needing some help Knowing I’m needing the guidance Oh lord Please I’ve been working on my lifestyle Trynna run a mile in these warn out shoes Trynna live a legacy Im tortured by modesty Just an expression I’m waiting for payment Been learning my lessons I’m here and taking what I want Not what i need Practice makes perfect you know what I mean I ain’t been flawless at least I been honest I need to believe if I want to be seen Forget where I’ve been if I want to be me To get where I’ll be i just hav to be me Think that Im choosing to lie Truth in that I can’t deny it I’m trying to better myself Trying to better the climate You think I’m wanting to die Truth is that I can’t explain it I’m trying to learn for myself Trying to better my timing Trying to better my timing Trying to Trying to Trying to See what was wrong with this life that I had There’s too many pictures of past times it’s the last time That I’ll ever submit Admit to myself all the sins I commit It’s like all of these shows that you see on the tv It feels like a repeat It’s sad but it’s true But we’re back to the start Trynna make up for my issues through art But it’s truth and reality lost every day Truthful anxiety feeling astray And If Pain and dismay is enough on my page I be waiting for brightness to light up the way Waiting for happiness take all the pain Think that Im choosing to lie Truth in that I can’t deny it I’m trying to better myself Trying to better the climate You think I’m wanting to die Truth is that I can’t explain it I’m trying to learn for myself Trying to better my timing Trying to better my timing Alright Yeah Everything that I thought I had known Going away and I’m back on my own Thinking I’m needing some help Knowing I’m needing the guidance Oh lord Please