lost & found

I can't find my place Who will I be today Torn between this space I can't find my way Only scars remain Do I try escape And get away from mindless games Stop for a minute and find my way Freedom calling with a price to pay Had me lost in the light of day Is it hope or a reason to stay Blindfolded from truth, now I'm losing my way with my head high Gotta get control in my brain And I spark to feel normal again So you break my heart in 2 and call me half hearted coz I took a different path And I know I never listen enough But I swear I wasn't living it up I still prayed to Allah when it got hard Father Guess I'm a hypocrite Coz I would love any person but never let em' in My epiphanies melodies are my adrenaline rush That gon help me when it's rough So I call it tough love But you kinda left me in the dust Always had my faith but it just never felt enough So I still pray to this day Just in case I don't see you face to face And I'm sending you up Then i'll believe that there's a heaven above Waiting for the guidance in your mind, I've been Waiting for the guidance in your mind Waiting for the guidance in your mind, I've been Waiting for the guidance in your mind Who am I if I'm feeling betrayed By myself I'm afraid to put smile on my face With my head high gotta get control of my brain And the cycle continues again Who am I feeling betrayed By the rest When I'm chained to the roots of my name You had my hands tied down and I felt all the pain Any reason to keep me the same I can't find my place Who will I be today Torn between this space I can't find my way Only scars remain Do I try escape