locked in

Fighting everyday Trying different ways They say drugs will kill me So will my feelings I cant take it anymore and the only thing I can take is drugs to fade away But nah ill stay Locked in oh yeah Poppin not today But it gets to a point Where my head points to the drugs I swear You cant feel a feeling unless youre the one to feel it If u did youd be the one to fill my prescriptions Pick them up to pick me up then end up as a bad person You tell me to stop them Give me a reason You think im doing what im doing for no reason Did u, did u ever question For an, for an explanation That would be a never ending conversation I just Fucked up And I Can not Stay Sober So I need to pop some just to get up Fucking up I can not Fucking stop Fucking up I really hate drugs but i still do them, why? Just to solve them, solve my fucking problems I know drugs aint the answer Then what the f*ck is the answer Tryna find the answer is like finding cure to cancer Still i still try To not ever get high At the same damn time Just to be alive And make my parents smile And make myself proud for achieving something so ill stay Locked in oh yeah Poppin not today But it gets to a point Where my head points to the drugs I swear (I swear, I swear, I swear)