Now What?

They tell me keep high You gotta find a way to get yourself up Who's leaving whom behind So I'm just sitting here blank and out of luck Incorrigible mind And now I'm stuck thinking of a different life Where you are by my side Creating sparks that are any yours and mine People value people with value That's why I'm deep and below Cuz I'm just who I can ever be It's never enough It's not what you do it's who you are So nothing matters now The flag moves away as I come Won't you tell me how To give them things that I can't find To give you warmth when I can't try There's nothing left in my head Pick it up then make a mess The road is just a falling isle I'm too ready and too confused It's all illusions when I choose So f*ck my love life F*ck my work It's over from the start (It doesn't work) (There is no work) (It does hurt) (When I learn) I'm always missing a piece I don't know what it is The paradox never cease I'm the hole that I dig The ground is running away Nothing that I trust stays I'll still be trapped in this thing Until I find a way To give them things that I can't find To give you warmth when I can't try There's nothing left in my head Pick it up then make a mess The road is just a falling isle I'm too ready and too confused It's all illusions when I choose So f*ck my love life F*ck my work It's over from the start (It doesn't work) (There is no work) (It does hurt) (When I learn)