Bittersweet

I threw my love down the drain just to see it shrink I sabotage myself I need to see a shrink The one I have man I think I got her stumped These days the raz the only things to get me pumped and I was Counting threads cus I'm scared to tie the knot I studied writing but I might've lost the plot And I've been telling people that it's time to shoot their shot Imagine if these people really knew about the things I'm not I know I can take it I just need some time to clear my head Love is bittersweet to taste but you know its energy (consume everything) Drinking from the bottle by the beach my words will slur away Bittersweet all day my smile will fade away And it's like I'm always dissatisfied I'm too needy I want the comfort and the freedom cus I'm greedy And it was easy to take when I needed you The girl with the most cake and I'm tryna eat it too Depleted you with no returns or favours So life is too short for one flavour An X by my name for the bad behaviour My ex by my side and I never felt safer But safe can suffocate and sometimes love can turn to hate I couldn't stay for that And its no regrets only reflections When wants and needs meet at intersections Not to mention I abandon all my duties I'm empty as I fill my bed up with some cuties Even though they don't make the bed like you did It's not wrong it's just a different execution I know I can take it I just need some time to clear my head Love is bittersweet to taste but you know its energy (consume everything) Drinking from the bottle by the beach my words will slur away Bittersweet all day my smile will fade away It's bittersweet the love you give to me I got everything I need and nothing you think I want You wanna clearly see what's inside of me Peel the skin off of my fruit embrace my youth Waiting for payday though it was yesterday Sky looks amazing wish I could dive in it, I could dive it in I could find a lie in it Don't mean to be rude but I'm in the mood to go find a place to be alone with you