Delusion

Fingertips on my head I can feel you touch When you stroke my hair Whisper gently on my ear That I am the best Fucker of the world You took me to places, where my heart starts to racing And it was very amazing but (why why why) You said that I'm the one and you like me but some Body is more fun, then (I´m, I´m) You don't know what it's like, pretend be, pretend to be, (pretend to be fine) You just broke my heart I lose my smile lose my life, yeah You don't know what it's like to pretend All of the time still here and smile You just broke my heart and guess what yeah I lose my I lose my, (mind) Partys on the weekend Drunk with other people I don't want to judge Cause it's not my decision And on top of that You asking me for help Hiding all the drugs Believing do it for love You took me to places, where my heart starts to racing And it was very amazing but (why why why) You said that I'm the one and you like me but some Body is more fun, then (I´m, I´m) You don't know what it's like, pretend to be, pretend to be, (pretend to be fine) You just broke my heart I lose my smile lose my life, yeah You don't know what it's like to pretend All of the time still here and smile You just broke my heart and guess what yeah I lose my I lose my mind Call me please, you want just me, you know I am, addicted to it Call me please, you want just me, you know I can't, say no to this Call me please, you want just me, all of this, will be better I promise Just call me, you and me, I can't believe, that I can endure this You don't know what it's like, pretend to be, pretend to be, (pretend to be fine) You just broke my heart I lose my smile lose my life, yeah You don't know what it's like to pretend All of the time still here and smile You just broke my heart and guess what I lose my I lose my (mind)