Clean Exit

You push me around Just pull me out of this place, I've grown tired Sick dead from waiting for your gun to fire I couldn't drown out the noise if I wanted to, So I learned to swallow my pride on my own Just go home, you're staining my carpet with your regret And you know, that god said you shouldn't be here So what happens when he finds out that you're gone? I can't let him take you back When every thread vacates the loom With every check that goes too soon I won't let him take you back there But I'll take you anywhere, and everywhere You're not going anywhere Or at least that's what I thought Clean exit through windows in my mind And sure I miss you, but not enough to die A twisted sequence, your trickery, how could you let your body meet my eyes? Well I guess I'll be fine in time Just pull me out of this place, I've grown tired Oh why wont you just open fire? It's like pulling my teeth to get through to you Thank god I swallowed my pride on my own