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I'm crying at 6 AM In my bed Alone Take me there I need to be there Alone I need to be there alone Alone I don't know if I can do it Or handle it Or Waking up at 8 AM Naturally Alone Without anyone by my side God, I wish you could be here With me This morning I just don't know if I can even do it Or handle any of it at all Or if I can handle anything at all Or Or does any of it even matter at all? I'm still just a stupid kid None of it would even matter, anyways But I just shouldn't care I'm gonna try not to care Anymore I'll live for the moment And And I want to find solace in your arms Even if you're not there And I I want to feel that comfort I felt Four months ago And I want to feel good And I think I'm finally starting to feel good Or at least A little better I think I can handle it And I'll be there Someday And I love you I think maybe I'll just enjoy it I want to live For now