Decipher

I wake up On the wrong side of this town I make up A thousand things to make me frown I block out All the thoughts I have of you So they see Exactly what I want them too Because I don't live for them (Don't live for them) I've learned exactly who I am Quiet thoughts we utter slow (We utter slow) Bring me all the peace I know I built these walls To numb the world around me I built this shell To keep all this inside of me I built these lies To fill an awkward silence I built this life To martyr my existence I give up Tell me what the secret is To bring up The words that both of us have hidden Behind us Shadows tugging at my strings Destroy me To give me strength to spread my wings Because I don't live for me (Don't live for me) I'll be exactly who you want me to be Sullen thoughts I think alone (I think alone) Bring me all the peace I'll ever know I built these walls To numb the world around me I built this shell To keep all this inside of me I built these lies To fill an awkward silence I built this life To martyr my existence I broke these walls To feel the world around me I dropped my shell To let the truth inside of me Expose these lies To give it all I have to give I broke this life To feel what it's like to live