Regression

I'm feeling nauseous And so pathetic Don't know what changed me But I regret it Struggling with my soul Realize I've got no control I'm feeling nervous And apathetic Don't know who I am Just know I hate it Struggling with my self Now it's time to leave this hell I cannot see a way out as this darkness encircles me I have lost all sense of self and my grip on reality Are you there Do you care As I flail in uncertainty Cast me out Shed my doubt That you'll still be here with me You'll tell me to move on This is the end I'm too far gone