heart in your hands

I had told you not all that long ago I'm something of a mess when you leave me alone You always insisted & you thought it would Help But I couldn't see a way down from the top of The shelf An so I'll see you on the outside back down I told you my body has capsized Somehow It wasn't easy to see you cry, but for now We can watch TV And then she said I can tell you're not feeling great I think there's something wrong And it's in your head You got me feeling like I'm in this kind of state Where I don't think that I wanna put my heart in your hands I'll see you when I can turn it around When my hands have thawed & my feet are on The ground There was nothing to take & even less to give That was something that sleep was always Better with And so I'll see you on the outside Back down I told you my body has capsized Somehow It wasn't easy to see you cry, but For now We can watch TV And then she said I can tell you're not feeling great I think there's something wrong And it's in your head You got me feeling like I'm in this kind of state Where I don't think that I wanna put my heart in your hands And when you are around I might Try to take you for someone that I'd think I'd like But you see I can't cos in my body my heart is tied And I can't set it free (I DON'T THINK I WANNA)