I'm on the Run

Maybe I'm trying Trying too hard Disabling my sorrow Muting my thoughts Looking for the truth But the real one is gone So I'm just using my skills Hoping it will be gone Since I was born I held on to the edge Till the fear was gone I tried to pretend Pretended to be happy I smiled and I left it I knew how to love But in the end It ended up so bad Now that I'm trying To open my heart There are voices to follow For the good and the bad They both seem to be true Yet the real one is gone And I am taking a deep breath Hoping it will be gone Since I was born I held on to the edge Till the fear was gone I tried to pretend Pretended to be happy I smiled and I left it I knew how to love Yeah I knew how to love But the real one is gone Yeah it's gone