All The Same

Starring into a bright light An alias of all that I dislike Starring back at me My body feels like it does not belong to me Take me some place that won't make my eyes hurt If I let go of all these efforts drowning me It stops the draining If I let go Why would it matter if I did? Feels all the same to me Don't take these destructive thoughts away from me 'Cause I'm so afraid I'll feel nothing then Hurt me Just make me feel Break me I beg of you If I let go of all these efforts drowning me It stops the draining If I let go Why would it matter if I did? Feels all the same to me