Blackwater

I'm pleading to violence, I won't suffer in silence Misguided, stop breathing, this hell I'm not leaving. I feel a war, I'm feeling everything I can't restore, I can't fight anymore I never you told you this but I can never sleep at night, There's voices in my head who tell me what I'm really like You're not enough and I hear it all the fucking time You're too fucked up but I'm acting like I haven't tried It's like I'm drowning and I can not escape, I need to come up for air before I suffocate Why does it feel like I'm alone A broken boy with a heart of stone, Fighting my way through this, to find a way to live in bliss Raised like cattle for a slaughter, Life's so dark in blackwater A broken boy so far I've come, A broken man I'll become I'm not dreaming My mind will suffocate, My words can not escape, These thoughts are left unspoken, Black water has been woken Why does it feel like I'm alone A broken boy with a heart of stone, Fighting my way through this, to find a way to live in bliss Raised like cattle for a slaughter, Life's so dark in blackwater A broken boy so far I've come, A broken man I'll become I'm too fucked up, I know you see, I'm a fucking disease I'm pleading to violence, I won't suffer in silence misguided, stop breathing Blackwater has been woken