Does God Hate Me

Does god hate me cause I hated him first Or is it the other way around When I take my final sleep will we share some harsh words Or will silence be the only sound I'm asking you Why am I alive When better men are in the ground When I was seventeen my life had just begun My world was green and blue Now at twenty three I'm sleepwalking to oblivion And my friends are asking what's happened to you What's happened to me To what I used to be I'm a let down who was such good company And I'm not sure I can do next time I've lost my will Will I lose my mind Am I just passing time until my day arrives Just Waiting on that sun to quit rising Cause now I'm lost at night, grasping at shadows And at this point I've got nothing to lose There's ghouls in the dark And I keep missing my mark It's in the pages if only I could understand the language Ooh Ooh Why am I alive Why am I alive Why am I alive when better men are in the ground