Four Years Ago

Am I the same man I was four years ago today Cause when I look at you I still feel the same way And it seems that I wandered far from the house we built with our own hands And you reached out to me as I got myself stuck in the sand Now I'm watching old videos that we used to make And I can hardly recognize the guy I'm seeing on that tape We've got the same scars and we share the same name What's happened since those days It's not your job to save me from my self No it's not your fault I couldn't ask for help I can't expect you to just wait for the storm to end As you say goodbye it starts to rain again As the seasons change they weigh heavy on my mind I've been sinking deeper losing footings all the time The clouds are moving in, overcast in my eyes Bet you're running for shelter I'm stuck paralyzed It's not your job to save me from myself No It Isn't your fault I couldn't ask for help I can't expect you to just wait for the storm to end And as you say goodbye it starts to rain again It seems that I got lost in the woods And you stood by my side for as long as you could Before I die oh I should Try to find the guy you fell in love with And before you go would you just tell me this Am I the same man I was four years ago today Cause when I look at you I still feel the same