Astronaut

Brief conversations that meant nothing Maybe they would if I tried harder We could change our lives or something I'll let you know how much you're worth You call me lonely in my dreams The heartache and chest pain cannot be explained You don't know me and I don't know you All I know is you're leaving too soon I'm trying my best to get past this I wanna meet you on the moon, meet you on the moon Someday and someday Dreams get crushed and fall through Love gets lost and cracked And though I don't know what you went through I know it will pass You call me lonely in my dreams The heartache and chest pain cannot be explained We end up in the same place in space There's still reason to wait You don't know me and I don't know you All I know is you're leaving too soon I'm trying my best to get past this I wanna meet you on the moon, meet you on the moon Someday and someday soon All of the apologies I've laid in my spine They're looming and haunting, scared of my mind Can't say it again, cause it's useless this time I'm just overdramatic, the fault's all mine Take up every thought of me, I swear it's a part of me All of my mistakes drench every single page and seam Till all I'm left with is memories and nicotine Addicted to what-if's and forgetting the worthless husk of me A coward? Isn't that all I am? I guess I never knew what all of this meant To give a hundred percent, all my heart was spent The empathy I had turned apathetic Watched a gem break to dusting, explored and lost something Trust became untrusting and love fell to And the path I took was heavily "advised Almost out, chemically changed, but alive