September

You still think about me Like I think about her Restlessly dreaming Of futures I know won't exist At least in this moment I can't confirm what my feelings are telling me Should I go back there? Or just stop thinking I'm giving up, I'm not giving in I don't like it, but that's how it is I'm giving up, I'm not giving in (to you) Would it be okay if we except that I'm weak Ghosts infecting the air that I breathe Don't ask me if I'm okay Can't you look at her face She's dying every day All of the turmoil stays I can't stand my own face I became all that I hate Now a constant memory Hypocritical fantasies Just drown them out with revelry I'm hoping you can forget me (At least in this moment) I can't confirm what my feelings are telling me Should I go back there? Or just stop thinking I'm giving up, I'm not giving in I don't like it, but that's how it is I'm giving up, I'm not giving in to you