Pain (Live)

Taking my life one step at a time, never knowing what troubles I'll find. Trying to live through this nightmare, asking for help but nobody cares Choking on thoughts I keep inside, cutting me deep, it feels like I died Slowly losing humanity, and starting to follow insanity I don't know where to go anymore I've taken many paths but none lead me to salvation I wish I could fix this broken nation As I sit here, my world in flames I too, set ablaze to what you meant to me I take an extra step, as a leap of faith And throw myself into the flames Because the harder I fight, the more it burns me up inside And I can't see any brighter days through my dying eyes Break the silence So I'm left here picking up the pieces From the giant mess you've made You said that you were different But this pain still hurts the same Thanks for the worst type of memories The ones I can't erase I feel so lost in hopelessness It feels like I'm just lost in space I can't fall asleep I'm running through my head Everything you did and left unsaid At best would you say I was misled? Did you leave me for dead? You promised me forever then dropped me like a cigarette I can't escape it, you haunt me like a ghost I can never sleep at night because my dreams are where you haunt me most As I sit here, my world in flames I too, set ablaze to what you meant to me As an extra step, I take a leap of faith And I throw myself into the flames Because the harder I fight, the more it burns me up inside And I can't see any brighter days through my dying eyes Break the silence So I'm left here picking up the pieces From the giant mess you've made You said that you were different But this pain still hurts the same Thanks for the worst type of memories The ones I can't erase I feel so lost in hopelessness It feels like I'm just lost in space Just so you know, you're the flame of hate, eternally burning a hole in my soul Burn You're nothing but a snake dressed as a sheep I can't ever kill all these memories As much as I hate to say You're just dead weight End the suffering Killing me softly I hate What you've done to me, I hate who I've become Please let me turn back time to stop the damage from being done Praying for salvation