War

Am I living or better off dead? The same monologue on repeat in my head Self-sabotage, defeat, and subversion What is real? Call in the surgeon I'm the only one that stands in my way The story of terror still stuck on replay I can't give up Don't say you're not enough Don't be so hard on yourself They don't know what you've been through You have to fall before you reach the top, From rock-bottom the only way is up They don't know what you've been through Everything I want is on the other side of fear Stuck inside my head like this won't make it disappear I'm not afraid to die anymore I'm ready for the war The devil whispers, You won't withstand the storm But the devil doesn't know I am the storm I am re-born I'm still stuck on replay, I can't give up It's better to fight and fall Than live without hope It's better to fight and fall Than live without hope Don't say you're not enough Don't be so hard on yourself They don't know what you've been through You have to fall before you reach the top, From rock-bottom the only way is up They don't know what you've been through I'm ready for the war