The Perfect Place For My Burial

Hopeless life And sleepless nights I feel too tired to fight I feel like I'm loosing my mind I wonder where my feelings went So powerless I gave up on myself I wish I could hide from All these deadly thoughts in my head (I wish I could hide from All these deadly thoughts in my head) Something is not right with me I feel like I'm nobody My world has turned to ashes And yet I'm smiling I can stop looking for my place Where I simply don't belong I opened my eyes for one last time This is it, this is where I'll find The perfect place for my burial And I'm saying farewell to this World If these are the last words you'll hear from me I've got to be honest with you I only live for the rare dreams I still have When my mind allows me to close my eyes And I pray, yes I pray to never wake up So I can finally be with you again And I know it's been three years Three whole years, and I should be over it now But I just can't accept it It's true, I grew older But my mind has been paused when I was only twenty The last part of happiness in me Was left in your appartment That morning when we said our farewells And everytime I close my eyes I have to hear your voice saying "I love you" For one last time I tried to cure myself By writing dozens of songs about my pain About my love for you But the only real answer to all of this is to accept it And bury my feelings forever Waiting for pain to vanish once and for all So this is it This is the moment I stop the fight And bury myself alive Patiently waiting for the end to come Th Is is the perfect place for my burial