Living My Last Days

I'm going crazy So crazy I can't even feel my heartbeat Such a long way home Such a long way but everywhere feels like hospice Its something, its something Its something It must be This is keeping me wide awake And there's nothing I can do You're not helping No one's helping Me get over fears that I've had for years I've been waiting So much waiting for someone to tell me I'm just okay This is keeping me wide awake And theres nothing I can do I will breathe my last breaths in just a few months And theres nothing I can do Oh this pain is keeping me wide awake And there's nothing I can do