ABSENCE IS A CRATER

They say it's an uphill climb I just wanna lay down Rest my heart, rest my mind Come back to what is known This is not a spell It's a lifetime With my luck I'll find a home right on a landmine If absence is a crater Then distance is a reverie Oh I'll consume until I don't feel empty I'm a black hole, despondency is gravity Find a sign, reap the fruit Pull the weeds out by the root When will I be tethered to this body like my love for you? Wish I could say that I'm devout But really I'm just floating around I'll return to renounce being down and out If absence is a crater Then distance is a reverie Oh I'll consume until I don't feel empty I'm a black hole, despondency is gravity And on my way to the abyss I kiss the wonder I kiss my fists As I drive them through the wall And open up I'm learning how to receive love A vital collision On the edge of all things To be alive is to be seen And I feel it now Like I didn't then Held by presence like it's an old friend If absence is a crater Then distance is a reverie Oh I'll consume until I don't feel empty I'm a black hole, despondency is gravity