Mood Indigo

It isn't a game until it hurts Only for fun do I get burned If undeserved is earned I've never had to wait for my turn Second chance again Tally it up I blew it Second chance again I didn't give up I gave in I tried I never wanted you to be just another memory I never wanted the distance that's now in between I am missing cause I miss it I don't need pictures In my head I can see them Slipping and falling I tried What's the point now in adding my best to the rest of that line I never found him or just could not pay Something like heaven is just handshakes After exchanging pockets away Her breath reeks of escape I'm tired of pretending I'm not trying to do just the same Because who isn't addicted to after the heartbreak Is that what created faith If you were happy then there would be no reason to pray I never found him or was always too afraid The divine that's been missing Is just a stones throw from a funeral home away I never wanted you to be just another memory I never wanted the distance that's now in between I am missing cause I miss it I don't need pictures In my head I can see them Slipping and falling I tried What's the point now in adding my best There's none there is none It was just a photograph You had no idea what you were singing back They were letters meant for the trash A continuous loop of flash Don't you try and read too far into my all too present past Of wounds and other bad news Oh it was just a photograph I don't expect you to understand that But please don't ever tell me that it's okay And I promise I'll never tell you the same I promise I'll never tell you the same The same