Crutch

I'm so lost I'm so alone I'm so far away from home Black my eyes I can't see Fill my lungs and let me breathe I'm so lost I'm so alone I'm so far away from home Black my eyes I can't see Fill my lungs and let me breathe If distance Makes the heart grow fonder Why do I feel so alone? A stranger to the life we built An outcast to the love I've known Some days are better than others But it's mostly just a blur I don't seem to sleep anymore Can't seem to find meaning In the words Its been four years since you left And not a day goes by when I don't think about you The leaves have fallen and flowers withered away Left to the earth to decompose into dirt I still dream about the times You were so vibrant and full of life No reason to think that things weren't right No indication That you wanted to die I wish I knew you weren't strong enough I wish I know you couldn't breathe But now all I have are letters etched in stone That speak of what was But will never be Fix my frail bones Lift me up The remnants of you Act as a crutch Without you I've forgotten how to live Until you return I'm only hollow skin I'm so lost I'm so alone I'm so far away from home Black my eyes I can't see Fill my lungs and let me breathe