Worst in Me

Plunge my head Into the water and watch me drown A sacrifice I'll make If it means you can save yourself somehow Plunge my head Into the water and watch me drown A sacrifice I'll make If it means you can save yourself somehow Suffocate me and allow yourself reprieve I've always been anxious Its in my blood My words are empty They are never enough Anxiety My chest is crushed My lungs are empty They are never enough I push you away So that one day You'll wake from this dream Absent from me Because I am never enough I will never be enough How can I be the person I swore I'd never let you see How can I be the person I swore I'd never let you see I'll itch until my skin bleeds Until I can rid myself of everything She loves me so much But I've never deserved her touch I use it as my crutch Because I'll never be enough I will never be enough Plunge my head Into the water and watch me drown A sacrifice I'll make If it means you can save yourself somehow Suffocate me And allow yourself reprieve You accepted me Sight unseen And I only gave you the worst in me Plunge my head Into the water and watch me drown A sacrifice I'll make If it means you can save yourself somehow Suffocate me And allow yourself reprieve You accepted me Sight unseen And I only gave you the worst in me I've always been anxious Its in my blood My words were empty They were never enough Anxiety My chest is crushed My lungs were empty They were never enough I pushed you away And then one day You woke from your dream Absent from me because I was never enough I was never enough I will never be enough Plunge my head Into the water and watch me drown A sacrifice I'll make If it means you can save yourself somehow Suffocate me And allow yourself reprieve You accepted me Sight unseen And I only gave you the worst in me