Clouded Vision

Floating on a vessel torn between dreams and reality Dire is the landscape but it isn't all what it seems Searching for solace afraid for what I'll see Drifting into sovereign skies alone and slowly dying Haunted by the barren seas of fear and misery Tethered to a jaded mind deconstructing a faded memory It's my time to realize that I'll never know what it means My soul can't realign with my thoughts stuck on repeat Paralyzed beneath a cloud I am trying but I still can't breathe Conscious but I wait for death eyes closed and I'm ready to sleep Drowning in self doubt I linger further just to fray my mind somehow and break the surface The air I breathe is cold Yet everything around me twists and turns to show that there is hope These demons ravage my bones pulling me into the undertow Darkness surrounds me A sliver of light is all I need to float It's my time to realize that I'll never know what it means My soul can't realign with my thoughts stuck on repeat Paralyzed beneath a cloud I am trying but I still can't breathe Conscious but I wait for death eyes closed and I'm ready to sleep Floating on a vessel torn between dreams and reality Dire is the landscape but it isn't all what it seems Searching for solace afraid for what I'll see Drifting into sovereign skies alone and slowly dying