Never Alive

This burden trapped inside my head The silhouettes the sounds the fear of breaking down This darkness desperate to unfold These memories I've left unspoken Sick from all the fucking time that I've wasted away unraveling my pain I'm a shell of a man torn apart and cast aside I'm a shell of a man At home in the dirt I'll wait here to die I'm suffocating and hollowed by these thorns in my side I'm never alive I'm lost forever floating on No vessel no guide I'm never alive I'm a stranger to myself I regret the last step that has brought me here But there's no end in sight for the likes of me Why do I try So I fold right back into the box that I've made to house what's left Of my mangled yet holding heart beating just to feel I'm suffocating and hollowed by these thorns in my side I'm never alive I'm lost forever floating on No vessel no guide I'm never alive No vessel no guide I'm never alive